Friday, November 02, 2007

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
i hate life!!!
wad is happening to mi?
i'm so damn UNHAPPY!!!
hais.
my bdae cuming so wad.
y is so many unlucky things happening to mi.
doubt this bdae willb fun.
anw, i'm used to it alrdy.
hais...

do rainbow appear? i<3u!((: 9:01 PM

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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

i wanna give up.
its lyk everything is my fault.
hais.
i leave the department,
more ppl will b happy de ma.
i'm juz a subsitute.
a flower vase.
i noe elaine n wax hav high hopes on mi,
bt i reallie culdn't take it.
wif ms chan n tt person.
hais~
wad shuld i do?
i noe i'm a person who doesn't give up tt easily,
bt do u noe how i feel deep down inside my heart?
tears don't flow down easily,
bt i cried tdy.
y?
whr's tt srong girl in mi?
i wan to b strong!
its has reallie changed my life la.
wad m i doing here?
hais.
on the verge of giving up.
=(((

do rainbow appear? i<3u!((: 9:32 PM

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

RELINK! (:

do rainbow appear? i<3u!((: 10:48 PM

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Saturday, October 14, 2006

hahas.

i gt alot alot of things to blog abt tdy!!

argh...

hahas.

exams r finally over yea?

hahas.

YEAH!!

MERDEKA!!!(:

wed

yupps.n wed is our last paper.

actually wanna go dear's(wl) hse to watch hotel rwanda,

bt i tink 4eva4 gt outing ma.

so dun wanna spoil deir plan.

hahas.

actuallie we r supposed to go bowling wif sam dey all.

bt we hav to mit at 2,

den its lyk 9 plus 10 plus at tt tym onli.

where can we go?

so we rejected dem.

n in the end,

we went pizza hut.

lol.

hav a gd meal aft our exams.

hahas.

den aft tt go kbox.

sing until i shuang k!

hahas.

too bad jh nt here.

if nt clare,jh n mi can sing tt xingxingzhihuo.

SHINING!*(yeah,girls?)

hahas.

n i m proud to sae,

i can b

FEI YU QING 的接班人!

lmao.

i made a gd job in jay de qianlizhiwai!

wahahas.

n tt was for the fun of it.

lol=)

still gt sing lots n lots of songs.

hahas.

nxt tym vgang muz go tgt.

MORE FUN!!((:

thurs

went for job interview at Singapore job centre?

hmm.dunno wad it is called,

bt shld b ba.

tt building opposite ps de.

alot ppl go dere for interview.

the company's name is call irstana resort singapore.

its rather a gd deal ba.

i hr if we managed to give out 20 coupons jiu can earn $5/hr

30 coupons, $6/hr

40-$7/hr

50-$8/hr

izzit it a gd deal?

hahas.

doubt we will gt short listed la.

cuz its lyk so mani ppl go for it?

hahas.

mi n weiling nv tell our parents.

sam did.

i dun intend to tell dem,

unless i gt selected la.

which is lyk,

wo't b so lucky de.

hahas.

aft tt went bowling at balestier de civil servant club dere to bowl.

1 game onli cost $1.5!

damn cheap, n worth it!

hahas.

i noe nth abt bowling.

my ball kip on dropping into the drain.

so frustrated lor!!!
hahas.

went dere so tt i can prepare for a battle wif my vgang the nxt dae.

if nt i will really lao kui=X

hais.

fri

VGANG OUTING!!!=DDDD

bt shiyuan cnt make it.

hais~

nvm.nxt tym k?=)

went to watch rob-b-hood at tpy entertainment centre.

hmm.

quite okok lor.

funny at the front part, den sad at the ending.

jiahui,shuling,yvonne cried.

clareen n i didn't.

hahas.

bt i did drop a few tears la.

bt nt as much as the rest.

so in conclusion:CLAREEN IS THE STRONGEST GIRL!((:

lol.

of cuz la.

she my guardian angel k!

dun pray pray!=p

aft the movie thingi,

mit sam at tpy bus interchange n

went for bowling again.

mi n ling JAY-WALK!

n it was exicitin, though dangerous.

hahas.

the rest of dem decided to use the overhead bridge.

n of cuz,

we reach dem much earlier den dem.

ling still called to provoked dem!

wahahas.

hahas.

as usual,

i can gt straight 0s for bowling in 5-6 trys de

hais.

really lao kui leh=X

nxt tym shall upload fotos on it.

i gt EVIDENCE de.

hahas.

played 2 rounds n off we went to bugis.

clareen's shoe is too small for her.

had blister on her feet,

so she decided to go bugis buy slippers.

hahas.

went bugis street.

bought the same design of red shirt wif ling,

cost 2 for $20.

quite nice.

hahas.

nxt tym upload fotos on it.

yvonne olso buy 1 shirt.

quite nice too.

olso very cheap too.

hahas.

was rushin hm for tym,

cuz ltr mittin my neighbour,jaslyn n her cousin, another yvonne to work.

hahahs.

gt dis guy who wanted us to donate.

lyk using his forcing skills lor.

wth!

still curse us, when we insisted tt we dun wanna donate!

argh!!

reached hm,

change my bag,

n juz went out immediately.

headed towards yishun.

nid to find dis block 215.

n i walked for lyk so long,

still cnt find.

in the end,

yvonne told mi to call her friend.

n i found out tt i shld hav walked straight n followed the pathway,

instead of turning right.

hahas.

collected the trolley, n waited for dem to cum

dey came frm vivo city.

n was late.

took taxi,

n it was jam everywhr.

by the tym dey reached yishun,

it was ardy 7 plus.

i waited for dem for lyk 45 minutes?

wahahas.

i damn patience de ok!hahas.jkjk.

i was sittin dere alone,

n gt dis ahbeng who came n sit beside my chair,

was lyk so damn scared.

wad if i offended him in sum ways?

n he was smokin at tt tym.

still gt dis ah pek,

kip on askin mi question.

hahas.

aft tt went around 3 blocks to sell.

very tired n difficult to sell!!

met alot of different type of ppl.

was very scary.

cuz the estated dere,

very dark,

den dere was dis cat n dog lookin out of the window.

we saw dem,

bt dunno wad it was.

cuz the rm is nt light up.

wah!

when we saw their eyes blink,

we shouted ran off!

hahas! so ke pa lor=X

still gt another experience,

mi n jaslyn heard baby's cries,

so i stepped forward to find out whr the sound came frm.

den i found out tt the cry is nt a baby's, bt a cat!

the cat was lyk rite infront of mi,

n meowin at mi.

i was lyk so damn shock!

shouted n ran off wif jaslyn.

lol!

hahas.

den we sell the icecream to dis sec 3 guy,

who is alone at hm.

he so funny de.

lyk dunno wad to do.

olso vry nervous.

hahas.

he agreed to buy 1 sticks frm us.

den we beg him.

so in the end he bought 3 sticks frm us.

hahas. total is lyk $4.50.

1 stick $1.50, actually quite expensive lor.

hmm.

we lied to ppl tt we nid money for our o lvls.

so ask dem help us buy.

sum tong qin us,

some juz felt rather irritated,

n juz slammed the door.

feel rather bad too.=(

we olso target at couples.

most of dem buy frm us,

bt i still rmb gt dis couple,

whr the guy juz hold his girl's hand n walk off quickly.

jaslyn kip on askin dem to buy,

bt dey juz ignore us.

i was lyk so damn pissed.

n purposely say wah lao! 这样没礼貌!

jaslyn was lyk,

eh. u sae so loudly,ltr dey hear u ar!

hey! if dey dun wanna buy, can juz reject us ma.

no nid to kip on avoidin us,

n ignorin us de ma.

hahas.

nvm.

tts mi!(:

abt 9 plus,

mi n jaslyn still left 2 more ice cream sticks left.

den gt dis MAN IN RED.

he's my hero!

hahas.

he sae he buy frm us,

bt dun take the ice cream,

cuz we tell he,

if we cnt sell dis finish,

we cnt go hm.

den he sae so late le,

so juz buy for us.

den the 2 ice cream we can eat it ourselves.

so gd rite?

hahas.

MAN IN RED ROX!hahas=p

aft tt returned the cost price to the uncle,

n mi n jaslyn earned $16++ onli.

hahas.

so less.

jaslyn sae she dun really nid the money bt the experience.

so i take $12 n she take the remaining coins.

hahas.

thx!=)

was lyk so damn tired when i gt hm.

took cab hm,

cuz the 169 so long still nv cum.

hahas.

fell asleep aft bathing!=)

jay's tuihou gt new mtv le!

hahas.

dis tym featuring hebe!

will b back for more jay's mtv nxt tym k!

i promise*(:

do rainbow appear? i<3u!((: 12:50 PM

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

hhahas.
back frm sch!
everything's gona b over soon.
tmr's math paper 2,
n i will hav MERDEKA!

i change my blog song le.
to david tao n jolin de song, 今天你要嫁给我
here's the lyrics!
its nice!(:

cuz its my no 22 intro to mi de.
wahahas!

春暖的花开带走冬天的感伤
微风吹来浪漫的气息
每一首情歌忽然充满意义
我就在此刻突然见到你

春暖的花香带走冬天的饥寒
微风吹来意外的爱情
鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离
我就在此刻突然爱上你

听我说手牵手
跟我一起走
创造幸福的生活
昨天你来不及
明天就会可惜
今天嫁给我好吗?
jolin in the house dt(david tao) in the house

our love in the house

夏日的热情打动春天的懒散
阳光照耀美满的家庭
每一首情歌都会勾起回忆
想当年我是怎么认识你
冬天的忧伤结束秋天的孤单
微风吹来苦辣的思念
鸟儿的高歌唱着不要别离
此刻我多么想要拥抱你

听我说
手牵手跟我一起走
过着安定的生活
昨天你来不及明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我
听我说
手牵手我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头
明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我

听着礼堂的钟声
我们在上帝和亲友面前
见证这对男女生
就要结为夫妻
不要忘了这一切是多么的神圣
你愿意生死苦乐永远和她在一起
爱惜她尊重她
安慰她保护着她
两人同时建立起美满的家庭
你愿意这样做吗
yes i do!
听我说手牵手
一路到尽头
把你一生交给我
昨天已是过去
明天更多回忆
今天你要嫁给我

as usual, if cnt c pls change ur encodin to unicode k! (F8-UT)
find tt dis song is cute. hahas.
nan quan mama's song n tt ni na me ai ta olso nt bad.
hmm... still gt alot alot la.cnt name out
hahas.

since exams is gona b over,
let mi show u some things to relax urself!
if i wanna c,
stop my blog song first.
if nt its rather distracting!=)

its nice ok!
find dis song very mysterious! very NICE!
MTV nicer.
hahas.
tts the full version de.
lyk detective game.
jay so you YI QI!!!(:
hmm.dis few daes kip on playin o2 jam.
feel tt play dis game,
at least won't let mi tink so much.
cuz it nids concentration huh.
lol.

n i can sae i've put everything down successfully.
dis 9-10 mth long run is lyk, worthless la.
hahas.
bt nvm(:
hahas.
last bt nt least,
wif tuihou's mv below to enjoy too!
hahas.
hmm. will cum back wif more jay clips!
esp tt variety show he attended.funny sia.
hahas.
pledge towards MERDEKA!((:

i hope dis post will b gd enuff for mi to forget everything!(:

do rainbow appear? i<3u!((: 12:42 PM

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Sunday, October 01, 2006

wahhaas.

i deleted 1 more post frm last tym again.

i dun wanna destroyed my no 122 post.

hahas.

the nxt post of mine shall b a nice one!

mayb sumthing abt the peace clinic?lol!

hmm.

alot of thoughts runnin through my mind now.

i went jogging juz now.

cuz its another way of makin mi reflect.

bt i juz dunno.

dis tym i actuallie cried while jogging u noe?

hahas.

mayb its bcuz of OUR friendships.

n i was listening to jay's song, tuihou,

so it brings down the 'atmosphere' more.

天空灰的像哭过

离开你以后并没有更自由

酸酸的空气守住我们的距离

一幕醉心的结局像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记

找到了回忆那笑容是傻气

你我的过去

被深深真的忘记

缺氧过后的爱情存心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错

只是忘了怎么退后

信誓旦旦给的承诺

全被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错

只是放手比较好过

最美的爱情回忆里带去

(最美的爱情会一定带去)
if u cnt c dose words,change ur encoding to unicode.(ut F8)
mayb we love each other too much.
bt i really hope tt dose 2 lines won't b true.=)
n so wif those prepirations, my tears combine wif dem,
n its rather disgustin la.
hahas.
i admit i dun cry easily,
bt i juz dno y,
tears juz flows out.
ling~
i noe u're nt tryin to go against mi.
i won't make things diffi for u(:
regardin the sms thing,
i was sry for those words.
those r juz anger bahs.
i was juz confused la~
bt nvm,
wadever it is,
everything is over k.
i understand hw u feel when i gt close to shiyuan.
mayb at tt tym i tink too much le.
i tot yvonne was much closer to u.
n i tot yvonne might replace mi in congtous bahs.(vonne, no offence(: )
bt frm the other pt of view,
u may gt close to yvonne,
as a result of mi gettin close to shiyuan, rite?
i m sry abt dis.
ya. n i juz spoiled the image of ur true friend bahs.
hmm...
bt hav u tink abt hw i felt last yr during my opt?
it was tt tym u n cynthia gt close.
n so i was feeling being left out bahs.
juz happen tt shiyuan was true to mi.
n so it resulted to now.
i guess dese things r all over.
no point digging the past,
n discuss all over again.
mayb we r fine wif wad we hav now?
i dno, hw u all feel.
perhaps both michelle n cynthia r wrong bahs.
i noe hw michelle felt,
mayb nt really noe hw thia felt.
bt seriously,
it wasn't right to vent angers on her.
thia~
mayb michelle isn't tt bad.
use anothe pt of view to look at her.
mayb things will b better.
sumtyms she olso dunno where she offended u.
bt i know,
u're lyk the ''bonder' of 4eva4,
u're afraid tt she will 'snatch' yihang awae frm 4eva4.
so natuarally, u will hate michelle.
tt i can understand bahs(:
hmm...
as for the sharing of probs part,
dis is for everyone to decide whether to sae out or nt.
whether all of us share,
is juz each n every single one of vgang's choice.
clareen~
thanks for being my guardian angel,
n olso hw u came to rescue mi frm those fruit flies.
hahas.
n olso the warmth u gave mi when i'm cold in the it rm. =) ty.
shiyuan~
i noe.
dere's a knot tied in ur heart.
no matter wad,
believe tt someone, somewhere, somehw somewad, will untie dis knot for u de.
if u dun share,
i olso dno wad to do le.
i'm clueless.
as for vonne n jh.
both of u're seems happie,
bt deep down in ur hearts,
u're nt happie.
gt anithing juz share k=)
hahas.
heard frm weiling, n olso refer to vonne's blog,
i found out tt 2909 is actually
WORLD PEACE DAY
so as usual,
i juz end my post wif,
INCREASE THE PEACE!(:
will everything b fine?

do rainbow appear? i<3u!((: 8:28 PM

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

hmmm.
its been such a long tym since i blogged.
alot ppl complaining le.
wahhas.
n so i came n blog now.
hmm..
ok so mani things happen la.
its been lyk exactly 20 daes since i blog.
haiya.
shld wait for 2 more daes ltr hor?
ahas.
den will make to no 22.
wahahas.
v gang will noe wad i tokin abt.
ya?

hahas.
deleted 1 of the post,
cuz the nxt post is smth SPECIAL ba.
mayb its my no 122 Post?
lol.
so muz make the nxt post real happie.

ok.
shall comment abt wad happen on fri bahs.
hmm...
vgang gt prob again le.
n its lyk onli 3 daes aft vgang's 1yr anni?
hais.
i dno.
reallie.
y lyk tt?

juz bcuz of tt y^4?
ya. we r all wrong.
wrong for nt tellin u all dese.
for olso creatin dis new grp.
so i start off wif sayin sorry.
reallie sorry.

hmm..
to mi.
probably,
i will sae its everyone's fault.
so i start off wif sayin y i sae both side gt fault.

ok.
have u all ever think y we wanna create dis new grp?
cuz we feel EMPTY.
seriously.
EMPTY.
think for urself.
jiahui's thing.
we noe?
we dunno!
its olwaes 4 of u.
nt 6 of us tgt.
seriously,
we tried sharing problems together.
n i guess i may nt b tryin my best ba.

cuz jh shared her probs, at least to the 4 of dem,
shiyuan to us,
yvonne to us,
sl to us,
clareen-my guardian angel, olwaes cheering ppl up, n seems to b tt heroine of my heart.
bt mi?
i kept everything to myself
even shiyuan dunno.
surprising?
i'm sorry.
cuz i dun wan to increase all of ur burdens.
i reallie dunno whu to trust.
cuz i feel really empty.
empty of wad?
i olso duno.
family probs ba?
or tt smth else?
i dunno.

sry.
sry.
sry.
sry.
i'm really really sorry.
let mi state properly.
i'm NOT trying to let ppl pity mi.
cuz i reallie wan to make some PEACE over here.
i dun wan things to happen dis wae u noe?

ya. i pin-pointed tt sl,clare,jh,n vone r alwaes tgt n nt 6 of us.
dis is olso partially our fault ba.
cuz we did nt try to kip up the pace wif u all.
i TRIED.
i dare said i alrdy TRIED.
bt it didn't work. i dno. so tts whr we r in wrong.
olso,
sumtyms we didn't wait for u, n u all too.
cuz we ASSUME things.
we assume tt each of us dun wanna wait for each other, n so we didn't wait.
n bcuz of dis ASSUMIN thing, we dun wait for each other.

back to tt y^4 thing.
i'm sry for nt tellin u all.
we decided to make dis grp low profile.
cuz we didn't wan misunderstandings.
michelle knew hw much cynthia hates her,
n tts y we decided nt to sae out.
n u c.
when dis y^4 thingi breaks out,
cynthia started scoldin her.
fuckin bitch,
idiot bitch?
n sae she is trying to gt ppl's sympathy.

mayb michelle forsees all dese things willl happen,
n so we didn't wan to sae out.
when tt thing suddenly break out ytd nite
shiyuan called,
i kept quiet,
told her to leave mi alone.
n i knew hw she was worried abt mi.
(sry abt tt)
ltr yihang called.
i was angry n at the same tym, sad.
we shouted in the fone, n told each other hw we felt.
ltr, michelle, n shiyuan called.
n we had dis mini conference all of a sudden.

for the first tym,
my heart was really pain.
all of us cried.
michelle cried the most.
she ask mi nt to tell ppl wad she said,
cuz she really dun wan ppl's sympathy.
i bet she's the one who was hurt most.

since she dun wan mi to sae,
i shall nt sae wad she said ba.
bt she's juz so hurt la.

abt 5 plus, clare msg mi n ask mi abt tt y^4 thingi.
i didn't replied.
i knw smth bad was gona happen.
i bet, at tt tym sl n calre was alrdy discussin wad plans to carried out.
when dey waited for so long, tt i didn't reply,
sl decided to call mi,
n ask mi gt wad hw.

i was gettin suspiscious at tt tym, cuz she dun normally call mi.
even if she wanna call olso call at 9 plus, 10 de.
she asked mi wad i'm doin,
n i told her, i was studyin wif my neighbour.
ya.
i was tellin the truth.
juz at tt tym sumone called
my neighbour was outside waitin for mi, cuz we studied at our corridor dere.
dun believe ask jaslyn(my neighbour)
sl laughed when i told her tt i was studyin wif jaslyn, cuz she tot i was lying
bt its true.
she dun believe nvm,
its juz another form of TRUST.

so everything break out,
n now we r out of vgang.
hahas.
being KICKED out?
bcame a laughing stock bahs.
wadever.

esther kind of lyk told mi last tym tt she was envious of our congtous, n vgang.
bt now~
everytym we gt probs,
she will sum hw noe, cuz she read my blog.
ya, n she will ask.
hahas.
she knw hw united we r.
bt it sumhw dun now.

sl was rite.
mayb we nid tym bah.
lyk wad i sae,
its a COMMUNICATION ting ba.
hahas.
INCREASE THE PEACE!(:

will we b back lyk hw we used to b?

hmm.did he n she started?

do rainbow appear? i<3u!((: 10:56 PM

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